Just a Note:

 

I know some of y'all are wondering if I'm back. Yes, but just here and there and no, because of the obvious. I've seen countless emails in my inbox and I promise I'll get to all of you when I'm feeling good. Those of you that I have been able to answer, consider yourselves the lucky shits in my life because I still have 8 emails that are waiting. 

There have been really bad days where the pain level hits 9 and I have to zone out with my pain meds. But if I get bored and I feel good at that moment, I'll post something that made me laugh or smile because it's bad all over these days and we need to laugh more than ever right now. 

I've also found a way around some of my pain and exhaustion so I can post. It's a bit iffy at best but hey, like I said, I'm fucking bored just sitting here doing jack shit when I could post something to keep from having to spend all my bail money on Amazon.

I know, it sounds like I'm rambling because the brain fog is killer right now and it's hard to keep my train of thought from derailing but, yeah, I'm going to push through this shit when I feel I can and do something I consider fun. Now and then, if I post this picture:

Then it means I'm in trouble and going to shut down for a few days to head off this lupus shit. It will be without explanation because sometimes I just can't type because of pain. Lupus has this thing that makes your wrists feel like you have incredibly severe carpal tunnel and it's nearly impossible to type with that kind of pain. Otherwise, I'm sorta here for the duration.