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Tuesday, April 25, 2017

I'm Tired

I'm so fucking tired. I guess that's one of the fun party favors that comes with an autoimmune disease. I have so much trouble getting and staying asleep at night and when I tackled that problem with melatonin, I have another problem take its place. I'm in constant pain and it's not just my back. I"m tired, I can't sleep, I have no appetite, which David rags on me about and I can't walk a straight line or drive because of my vertigo. I'm a fucking walking talking mess. Where does it all end? I'm sorry, I'm feeling bad for myself when there are others in this world with worse problems and I should be ashamed. I'm babbling on. Sorry.

Anywho, The puppies are all around me lending support. Lucy hasn't left my side since I woke up. She's sleeping with one eye open right now on the couch next to me. I kid you fucking not. She has been my shadow for the past 5 days now. It's funny because she's usually daddy's girl all weekend and she's been with me all this time now. Her ears are moving as I type this. She's listening to the birds and the windchimes. She's gone, fast asleep now. It's a lazy day today. Nothing to do because I did it all yesterday. So I'll probably surf the web looking for cool stuff to read or watch on youtube.

David is going to buy me some elastic so I can sew it to the fitted sheet corners. I have 4 sets to sew. Since we have that waveless waterbed it's smaller in the pocket size of the fitted cal-king sheets and we've and the corners pop off when we sleep. The elastic on the corners will keep the sheets on the bed and we/'ll have a better night's sleep. One more thing about our bed is that I put a large king sized feather comforter on top of the waterbed. It makes the waterbed feel like a soft fluffy feather bed except it has a comfortable hardness and yet softness to it. I feel like I'm sleeping on my grandmother's bed like when I was little. It's so wonderful.



10 comments:

  1. Oh, Leeanna. I wish I had some known cure. But I suppose it's like having depression. Last night a good and kind person who only meant well asked me if I have tried exercise. I have been told to try selenium, yoga, B12, meditation, EMDR, tapping.. the list is endless. And these people don't mean to hurt but it does just the same. Having a chronic illness is awful. I am glad the melatonin worked. And I do hope you find comfort.

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  2. Awwww, thanks sweetie. I try not to be ugly with people who give me their ideas on stuff to try. I know they mean well and they are trying to make me feel better. Actually, I love the fact that they try to help the best way possible. It comes from the heart.

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  3. I hope things improve soon for you! Even if you are a Ducks supporter.

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  4. I'm really a Blackhawks fan in disguise.

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  5. I am so sorry sweetie . Although, in my opinion I don't believe there are many problems worse than chronic pain not to mention having so many isdues! I hope you will get better soon.You will be in my prayers and you are always in my heart!!

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  6. at least you have the dogs! when i am sick, teddy stays as far away as possible. whats up with that? when i sneeze, she runs out of the house. hope u feel better soon!

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  7. You have my endless sympathy and empathy. I hope that at the very least the vertigo abates.

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  8. I didn't know water beads were still around. Hope you feel better soon
    the Ol'Buzzard

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  9. Never apologize for how you are feeling! We are here for you!! Please take care of you! I'm happy you have your puppies around you! Big Hugs!

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  10. Sorry to hear about this Leanna. I hope you will feel much better. Take care.

    Sending lots of hugsssss and kissesssss from Lancaster, UK;

    Noor
    p/s: watch Train to Busan! It's a great zombie movie. Plus that handsome south korean actor Gong Yoo! XOXO

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