Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Life Hurts

Morning y'all. It's one of my many bad mornings. I rolled out of bed and my body isn't working as usual. My lower back is screaming at me again and I can't find my earplugs(pain meds). Yeah, I've looked everywhere that I can but they are eluding me at this moment. So, I'll have to wait for David to get home from work at lunchtime to get them for me. I have a sneaky suspicion they are hiding under the bedside table. I might have knocked them off there last night. So here I sit with my heating pads. I did take a couple of extra strength Tylenol to cut some of the screamings from my body down to a co-operative level. But it wasn't enough to make it easier to stand so I could get some breakfast. I really hate this shit. I sometimes wonder what will happen to me if David dies. I won't be able to cope. He's the one that makes my life bearable. He's the one that makes me get up and go outside. I'll be up shit creek that's for sure.
Yesterday was a beautiful day. the temperature was in the mid 80's all day and it wasn't as humid as it had been in the past. Today is turning out like that too although it's overcast for the morning. It should be sunny and in the high 80's today. Lucy has taken full advantage of the weather too. When I let her outside she runs around like she's in a race. She has been my nurse as usual. right now she is sleeping really close along my left leg. She knew I was in pain the minute I woke up because she crept close to me as if she could help me. At least she tries and I have to give her loving hugs for her awareness. I'm going to go lie down in the bedroom. My day is not going to be a good one. All y'all have a magical day.


Harry Hamid said...

I have had to be relying on others to find simple things for me these past few weeks - for the first time ever. It's not a good feeling but at a certain point, I just learn to accept it for now.

Hope it all comes together.

The JR said...

I'm so sorry. That kind of pain is just awful.

I hope you get some relief.

Lucy you are a sweet little lady.

Debra She Who Seeks said...

Sending soothing vibes your way. I know it ain't much but it's all I got.

ellen abbott said...

sorry to hear you are having a bad day. I have my electrophysiologist appt tomorrow. I went 5 days in a row with no episodes but am having one now. it's amazing how animals know. before the dog, when I got bit by the snake and couldn't move for three days without excruciating pain the cat was right there next to me and she is not a lap sitter or overly affectionate animal, spends most of her time outside. and now with the dog, days when I don't feel well, she's right there even when my husband calls her to go outside.

Sooo-this-is-me said...

Many times your whacky sense of humor makes my day better. I wish there was something I could say that would return the favor.

Ol'Buzzard said...

There comes a time when we just keep on keeping on.
best wishes
the Ol'Buzzard

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