Yes, stupid me. I know. Why the shit didn't I just set up a small banner for everyone to see on my side panel and they could enter by clicking on it. Well duh ... I blame it on my freaking meds. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. So neener neener :P
I went to see a Rheumatologist yesterday afternoon. I want to have his kids!!! Damn he was fine!. *wiping my slobbering mouth* Ok, I'm back to normal, what ever that is now days. SHIT!!! THAT MAN WAS FINE!!! OUT!!! OUT !!!! DEMON!!!
Ok, anywho, He said we are going to try to rule out Lupus but he thinks my problem with all the pain and tiredness is Fibromyalgia. So that means like I had to give up a pint and a half of blood to the Lupus testing and all the other junk he wants to rule out. Hmmm, maybe that's why I'm so damned light headed today. I'm still recovering from the Vamp draw.He changed my prescription and now I'm taking something to help me sleep. He also upped the anti on my Cymbalta to 60mg which seems a bit better. But we will see how long that lasts.
Does anyone in the med field know what Amitrptyline 25 mg is? It's a freaking antidepressant with massive side effects. One of them is drowsiness. The other is heart attack and/or stroke!! I am taking that to help with my sleeping problems. The doctor said it will make me drowsy enough for my body to take over the sleeping part. Shit, I may not even wake up. WTF!!!
Stuff didn't work last night. Oh It started out fine by knocking out my lights but I kept getting up with pain It was still potent enough to knock out my lights after turning over and rasslin with the blankets ( Yes, I sleep with a blanket or two. Even if it's only 75 degrees in the house... WTF I'M STILL COLD!!!).
This morning it was raining when I finally got up. That was around 10:30am. It is taking me 3 hours to write this shit cause I feel hung over like I was at a party and don't remember a thing about it. Don't you hate when that happens? I sure do. At least there was no stranger in my bed. I really don't like the hung over part though. That's how I feel right now. Hung over, and I feel like a gray mouse took refuge in my mouth and slept there all night long. EEEEEEWWWWW!!!
