I'm going on my second year in a couple of months of posting on this blog and I feel like seriously quitting. I really started it to keep myself and a few of you that wander into my trap entertained. I could be pulling wings off flies now and then but this was mainly to keep me out of trouble.
I've been having trouble sleeping again and I'm getting so fucking moody that I feel like one day I might do something I may regret. I've been very snappish with poor David. I hate hurting his feelings. I love that man sooooooo fucking much! I have been having crying jags lately because I can't go back to work for at least another four to six months. I know it's my depression creeping in again. I've been pretty damned great about keeping that filthy bitch at bay. Goddess! Why am I saying all this shit!! I need to go away for a while. Sorry my minions.
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I posted something for you on my blog sweetie!!! get well soon!!!!
I've deleted 3 blogs but I still end up coming back to you bitches. My advice is do what you need to do. If you delete, save your shit (I speak from experience) because I didn't and all those words are gone. If you save it, you can come back and add what you want or just start anew. Or you can stop blogging all together. If you put something down, it will be there to pick up again if you so choose.
Depression sucks a big bag of dicks. I just came down from a paranoid manic episode that landed me in the ER (thankfully there were no fancy jackets). Mental illness is a bitch with balls.
Take care of yourself, Leeanna! Do whatever you need to do to help things get better.
Sweetie I fully intend to come back. It's just I really need time out. I think this kind of depression is from the pain I have in my knees and back and the fact that I'm suffering from it and all. It's very hard for me to keep a smile when pain is racking my body. But Goddess as my witness, I shall return victorious in my fight to yadda yadda yadda and so forth and so on. See, I'm trying.
Debra, darlin, I fully intend to come back but it might be a few weeks. Thanks for the well wishes.
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