I am so tired of this shit. One minute I feel good enough to clean house and do laundry and then I finish with it all and I feel like a cat chewed me up and hacked me out. EWWWW!!! I know. I just can't seem to keep my energy levels up and I can't stop the pain.
I tried going without my Tramadol for a couple of days and I was beginning to wonder how badly we suffered with so much pain before drugs came along to make things more manageable. I finally just got out of bed today. I had no energy.
David thinks it's all in my head and that I'm just depressed. AHAHAHAHHAhahahahhahaaa. If I was depressed I would have killed somebody a month ago when he took two weeks off for Christmas vacation and did nothing but irk the shit out of me by watching Jerry Springer all day. Do you know that fucker is on three times a day for a whole hour??!!!
Oh well, such is life, huh. I keep asking when does it get better. Goddess won't answer. She's been quiet since last Thursday when I went to see my doctor. She must be busy.
Get this fucking house off of me!!! And who stole my red shoes?!?
4 comments:
@_@ Three hours a day... wtf... I applaud your restraint. Depressed or not, I'd totally kill Britt if she did nothing but sit & watch that trash all day.
I'm sorry that you're still in so much pain & have no energy. >_<
Keep poking the Goddess... It's the squeaky wheel that gets the grease... or gets smited (smoted? Smote?)... I shall hope for grease...
...and also for alleviation from your pain. And some energy while I'm at it. I'll poke her for you too. With both of us poking & prodding, I'm sure we'll get her attention in no time. Love & hugs. LOTS of hugs! ^-^
XOXO
Yikes...seriously?? Three hours of crap a day? You've got to be kidding...but I know you aren't. I would have killed him myself.
I'll keep my thoughts with you that you can find a way to manage the pain of Fibro without having to surf through your days on a cloud of painkillers. I know that's no fun for anyone...well, it could be...but you know.
I hate Jerry Springer! What a waste of television.
David needs to know that if you are depressed it is because of all the pain and suffering you are going through...and yes, that includes the Jerry Springer shit.
I wish I had some sage advice for you but all I can say is I hope it gets better...and you could always spend time fantasizing about killing Jerry Springer..
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